My father, George died twenty-eight years ago of heart disease. He died when he was the same age as I am now. Near the end of his life he said to me, “There’s worse things than dying.” I asked him what was worse and he replied, “Being a burden to my family.” He died shortly afterward and relieved himself of that concern.
In the subsequent years I have come to realize that I did not lose my father. Nor have I lost my mother who died in 2019. I continue to experience a connection with both of them. The connection is more than just a memory. I feel their essence any time that I pay attention to it. I suspect it’s always there even when I am not aware.
I call the connection to my father George Consciousness. When in George Consciousness I experience a moment or an event from what feels like his unique perspective. Given his sense of humor those moments are usually very funny.
I am grateful that both of my parents are Still Here.
3 comments:
I agree that both parents are still here as spiritual guides. What a blessing.
Wonderfully written truthful and dear . I feel my aunt your mother with Me . She says Marsha in her distinct way and she comforts me 🩷.
Several times a week they come up in conversations with people who never met them. And it's funny, no matter the story, how big or small - by the end, the person knows exactly who my grandparents were as people. They were very much distinct in their humaness.
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